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Finally, I feel so much better, even though it's slightly past 1 a.m. It's like this big load of my shoulder. Since I having gotten my results, my mood has been rather tense. It's not like I wanna kill myself or lay down and die unlike what my msn nick implies. Sorry people, you're not getting rid of me so easily. The thing that was bugging me was, so now where do i go from here?

Should I do another UROPS project? I know that I desperately need publications and i really pray to God that my climbing perch project would faster get published but according to my Prof that'll probably that about a year to settle. He told me on Wednesday that he was going to try for Nature! Oh my goodness! That is like the Holy Grail for scientists! Me, in NATURE??? Slim chance but still...*hopehope*

Anyway, my plans to continue working in Prof Ip's lab during the hols seem to be in jeopardy due to certain unforseen circumstances...like the inclusion of 8 new students in an already stiflingly small lab. I am not kidding you! There is barely enough room to work about without bumping into each other...how in the world am i supposed to work?
Sigh...and i still have some brain samples left to process...crap. Lucky for Cheryl and I, Mdm has told the new students not to go to the lab tomorrow due to a safety check. This means that we both can finally work in peace. Woohoo!

Thank heavens for Cheryl, I just got off the phone with her and its mainly because of our conversation that i finally quit procrastinating and started emailing profs...basically am begging them to be my supervisors...Haha amongst them is my UROPS examiner from last sem. Ulterior motive***chummychummy...moshmosh***

Anyway, feel so much better because I have finally taken some action about this matter. Yippee...

Sigh..procrastinating is becoming a habit with me more and more...ever since I entered Uni.
Wonder why. I have a theory though. I think is adapted from my bro Junhong's brand of philosophy: If you don't think about it, it doesn't exist.

Yup, so basically, I embrace escapism. SANTUARY!! That said however, nothing beats the zen-like happiness I feel when I finally get around to doing things...like the long awaited and much needed spring-cleaning my closet required. Ahhh...feels so nice to finally throw out stuff that i've been hording for eons.

CRap, I really should get the choir accounts sorted out nice nice soon and start bothering ASN...

Sigh********